Tuesday, November 22, 2011

Betrayed by the "Uncommitted"

Approaching thirty and making a hundred thousand a month made Rohan feel content. Travelling and making new acquaintances was his job which fetched him this hefty money. He used to travel 06-08 hours a day to meet different people daily. Rohan was not into dating or relationships. Probably, this was one of the reasons, he had isolated himself from his family too. The zeal to make himself independent and not to continue his father’s business, brought him in this city and made him a very successful man.
Rohan loved travelling but not in this part of the city. His business meetings used to pull him here. The old buildings and crowded market made him suffocate. Traffic here, always tested his patience. Although being chauffeured all the time, he never missed any chance to complain about the way these hawkers jammed the road, the two wheelers’ rash driving, lousy pedestrians and the unruliness of auto rickshaws.
It had been a month and he was coming here daily morning to crack a deal with a pushy client. After the meeting he used to stop by for lunch at the corner of the street in a deluxe restaurant.  The table for two near the kitchen entrance was his favourite seat as it blocked the roadside view through the restaurant walls which were made of glass. Anyone would hardly come for lunch between 3.00pm to 4.00pm but it was a regular time for Rohan. He didn’t miss to see a woman daily, sitting at the other corner, with her laptop.
Today Rohan sat right in front of her and introduced himself. The response was positive. But Rohan was not trying to get into a relationship. He was not hard-wired for that at all. Perhaps he had found a lunch partner till he bags the deal with that aggressive client. She was a writer and her office was nearby. Most of her time was spent in this restaurant as she drew inspirations from the roadside view, watching new people passing by daily. Strange and unlike Rohan who was always on the move and hated people on the streets. But both had same approach towards life. None among the two wanted to carry the burden of relationship.
Soon, the nagging client became Rohan’s priority of the day and lunch with Shreya became important in the afternoon. Sometimes Rohan listened to Shreya’s script and used to offer ideas for improvement. She took those ideas seriously to improve her script. Rohan texted her, whenever he found time from his Excel sheets and Powerpoints. Shreya, sometimes late though, but would surely reply.
Three months later, after an early lunch, Rohan brought her to his apartment. On the way, Shreya pointed towards a man through the car window. He was carrying his wife on a bicycle. Both burst out laughing. By this time, they were close enough to discuss any part of the relationship. Both found a commitment free life to be happiest way of living. Although they didn’t want to get into the dedicated circle of social relationship but they couldn’t resist themselves from falling prey to the physical relationship.

It had been a week since Rohan had not met Shreya. She had told him that she would be away for fifteen days. Rohan started finding his lunch time quite difficult. After every bite, he used to lift his head to see Shreya typing on her laptop. She was not reachable on the mobile too, probably because she was in a remote area. Often Rohan checked his mobile for texts from Shreya. Nevertheless, he was very clear that he had been missing only a friend.
Rohan had cancelled all his appointments as he knew Shreya would be coming today. He had sent a text, the previous day, asking her to join him at the same restaurant for breakfast. The message wasn’t delivered. He rushed to the restaurant at 9.00am for breakfast. After two and a half hours of desperate wait, Shreya arrived. She was having the usual expressions and mood but Rohan was very excited to see her. They sat there for the entire day, talking to each other. They made fun of the women coming there with their annoying children, boyfriends convincing their girlfriends and men paying bill for a family of six.
Three happy weeks passed. Shreya had not turned up for the third day in a row. She was not replying to Rohan’s texts too. He called her up many times but there was no response. Rohan kept looking at his mobile phone for the whole night and this was enough for him to realize that this was something else. He was furious on Shreya for betraying him this way. He was stunned at his heart’s demand for so much of control on her. Although she was not committed to Rohan but he felt being betrayed. Suddenly, all the money, power and position seemed useless for him without Shreya. He never valued any relationship, even with his parents but now this relationship meant everything for him. He was now able to understand the pain his parents would have gone through when he chose to not to be in touch with them.
Rohan went to Shreya’s office and found that she had not come to office as well. A colleague gave Shreya’s address and Rohan rushed. He had mixed feelings of being in love, worried and angry. He was unsure of which one would vent out first. While on his way to Shreya’s house, he was also thinking about his mother. Rohan made a promise to himself that he would call her after meeting Shreya and would talk endlessly.
Driver stopped outside her house. The nameplate on the door had some guy’s name. Rohan thought it to be of her father’s. He started collecting his breathe before ringing the bell. Finally, he pressed the switch with his trembling index finger. The door opened and Shreya was standing right in front of him.


Rohan’s smile faded as he saw Shreya looking at him in deep shock. Both stood looking at each other for a moment. A kid came out of the house calling for his mom and grabbed Shreya’s hand. A deep and husky voice came from inside enquiring about the guest at the door. Shreya replied hastily that someone had come looking for an address and then closed the door on Rohan.
Rohan stood there for a few seconds and returned back to his car. A tear rolled down his cheek as he dialled his mother’s number.

Saturday, November 5, 2011

The Rich Rag Picker

He woke up hastily to realize someone had just stepped on one of his wounded leg. He wanted to cry out loud in pain but remained silent and calmed himself. He had cried a lot in the past but no one had paid any heed to his grief. Soon he learned to bear the pain without crying. Releasing the firmly bitten lips and opening the strongly closed eyes, out of reflex, he turned to a big round clock. It was hung at some distance and his sleepy eyes saw the time: 04:45am.

It was a routine wake up call for ‘Radhe’. His name was given by Kishan Bhai, the chai-wala, who found an eight month old child in a train lavatory. Being a diehard fan of Salman Khan and his recent successful movie Tere Naam, inspired Kishan Bhai to name the child ‘Radhe’. The 04:45am local didn’t only wake him up but also made his wound bleed daily. At the age of eight, Radhe started collecting rags and exchanged them for money at Wasim Bhai’s shop. Ever since the police demolished Kishan bhai’s tea stall, Radhe was forced to earn a living and Kishan bhai was forced to sell tea on the platform.



Today he had hit the jackpot. A merchant had plenty left overs. Radhe thanked his God for this great day. Never in his life he had his stomach filled with food so much. Giving away Twenty Six rupees, his highest savings for a day so far, to Kishan Bhai, he went to take a walk. Kishan Bhai’s eyes sparkled seeing currency notes, instead of few coins, which Radhe used to hand him over daily.

This area of the platform didn’t have light, hence no one wanted to stroll here. There were chances of being burgled in the dark. Radhe had nothing to lose, so he always wandered there and used to sleep peacefully. The scorching summer has cool breeze at the night and a clear sky. Moon light on the platform made the concrete glitter. But there was an unusual lustre today. Radhe limped forward and realized that it was an abandoned wallet. A metallic piece, embedded on the leather wallet, reflected the moon’s light. He bent to pick it up and closed his eyes tight due to the pain caused by bending wounded knees.

His wound started bleeding but he ignored as he realized the wallet was not abandoned and had fallen out of a pocket. It was stuffed with plenty thousand rupee notes; he was touching for the first time. He didn’t know how to count them but he was sure that he could buy Kishan Bhai a new tea stall and serve tea to customers himself, like he used to. The rag picking business was dirty and he never liked it. Radhe took out all the notes and spread it in front of him. He collected some stones and kept them over the notes so that they don’t fly away. He found a visiting card inserted in the side and pulled it out. He gazed at it to recall where he had seen the big logo printed on the card. Not paying much attention to it, he pushed the card in his dirty shirt’s pocket. He turned the wallet and found an old black & white picture of a lady in mid-forties. He gazed at the photograph and realized that it was kept very neatly.

Next day Radhe was going to encash his rag at Wasim Bhai’s shop and then would directly go to the station market. He planned to buy a 360° movable steel trolley with two racks in the bottom along with a cupboard and a drawer. He had kept the matter secret to surprise Kishan Bhai. Beside the Wasim Bhai’s shop, there was a tall building. Although, Radhe saw the building daily but today there was something unusual about it. He pulled out the card from his dirty shirt’s pocket and saw the same logo which was also on the building. His hand started shaking and he realized that his knee also hurt. The pleasure of starting a tea stall again had subsided his wounded knee’s pain but it came back now.

“Run!” his eight year old brain yelled but his heart roared “Go ahead.” A drop of tear fell on the visiting card. The vision of Kishan Bhai preparing tea and Radhe serving it started fading as he moved towards the building.

The security guards warned him of the consequences if he didn’t go back. He said that he wanted to meet someone but guards misjudged his clean intention by his dirty clothes. One of them pushed Radhe away and he fell on the stairs. Blood popped out of his wound again and his eyes filled with tears of pain. It was the time for him to leave the building and start preparing for a bright future. Instead, Radhe stood up trembling and handed over the visiting card to the guard. They scanned him top to bottom and one of them went inside the building.

A guy in mid-thirties came out with the guard and a worried face. He stared at Radhe who was standing at the bottom of the staircase. Not bothering to know the purpose of Radhe’s visit he asked him to go away harshly. Radhe took out the wallet from his torn & soiled trouser and threw it on the guy.

Radhe started running away. His knee hurt but he had forgotten all his pain. Tears were rolling on his cheek. He had paid the price of being good to society by choosing to remain a rag picker for rest of his life. He was feeling proud but there was also a pain. He didn’t know if his knee was hurting more or was it his heart ache. Kishan Bhai always taught him to be a nice person and today he had proved to be one.

He heard a loud shout from behind but didn’t bother to turn. He kept running at the same pace. The wallet-guy came from behind and grabbed Radhe’s collar bringing him to a halt. His shirt further tore and the wallet-guy gave an apologetic look. He wanted to thank Radhe, atleast that’s what his eyes said. The wallet had his salary which would feed his widower father and his pregnant wife for that month. He was overwhelmed when he saw the picture of his mother intact in the wallet. The wallet-guy also had tears in his eyes. Suddenly, Radhe had become a life saviour for his family. He didn’t find him dirty anymore and rubbed the hairs on his head. The wallet-guy pulled out a thousand rupee note from his wallet and kept in Radhe’s dirty shirt’s pocket.

So far none among them had spoken to each other but both understood the importance of that wallet in their life. Both of them were happy. Radhe was happy in losing the wallet and the wallet-guy was happy for getting it back again. After silently gazing at each other for a minute, they walked away in opposite directions.

Friday, October 7, 2011

THE RED BULL SMASH

It was not only exciting but also an unforgettable F1 race of my life. The date was 30th May 2010. Yes! It was the Turkish Grand Prix 2010. The day happened to be a Sunday. We heftily bribed our office boy with a fortune, to allow us take the projector along with us on the Friday night. It was decided to enjoy each and every passing moment of the race as our reputation and job were at stake. We emptied the refrigerator and stuffed beer in it. We were all set!

The cheer girls in red hot pants with tank tops and red shades were so appealing on the projector screen that I decided to watch ‘’The making of Kingfisher Calendar” next, if I’m spared and not fired for watching this race on an office projector, unofficially.
It was a great start from the Red Bulls but Hamilton aggressive as ever, re-took Vettel and moved back into second. Schumacher got the jump on Button. The whole ambiance was mesmerising and I was regretting that I couldn’t witness it live, sitting beside the track. It requires balls to drive @ 320KMPH and guts to withstand the thrill of watching it live, sitting at the gallery along the tracks.
                                           
Vettel had managed to jump Hamilton to take second. After being involved on the projector screen for 40 laps, gulping down five pints and heart beats synchronized & vroooooomified with the woofers, we witnessed something unbelievable. VETTEL crashed with his own team-mate! AMAZING!  The crash almost blew off my room’s roof, with its sound effect. I was sure that the neighbours would have prepared a long list of grievances to be presented before the landlord.

                                          

Vettal furiously gestured, “Have you gone nuts?” and walked away. At this point we felt the excitement was all over. However, it was Hamilton’s turn next. After a while, we saw Vettel on the Red Bull pit wall. He was hanging around with arms around the shoulder of his mates. Hamilton won the race from Button, but the main talking point was the Red Bull crash.

It was eight in the evening and we packed up. We packed up to start for an early office on Monday so that projector would be placed back at its original location. Next day we were back with the Monday morning blues but till date, mention of the office projector gives tickles in our belly. The Turkish Grand Prix was an epic drama we ever witnessed.

Sunday, September 11, 2011

My Ganesha is bigger than yours

I came rushing to my window as I heard numerous crackers bursting and loud ‘dhols’ being ruthlessly beaten up. My ear drums were not used to the acoustic ambiance created near my ground floor house. It was the procession of one of our favourite Gods, Lord Ganesha. I am pretty sure that he would have showered some extra blessing for the guy who was dancing paranormally in front of him.

I had a quick worry in my mind. If I happen to spend my weekly off watching TV, what about my part of the blessings which I am supposed to receive from lord Ganesha? That would absolutely be far lesser than those freaking guys dancing or beating dhols out there. As the thought bubble busted, I restored myself, closed the window and resumed watching TV.
The question remained!
The answer was a No! There is a thin line, which I believe, differentiates the non-atheists or so-called “Believers”. A bunch of them call themselves God fearing while the other group identify themselves as God loving. I won’t elaborate much as they are self-explanatory and it must have started haunting in your mind about which category do you belong to?
It’s not about who beats the loudest dhol or who does a ‘Hrithik’ in processions. It’s about the myth in which people believe in. Lord Ganesha is not going to listen to your prayers only if it is coming through a loud speaker. Earth is a very small planet in the universe. We don’t even know how many universes lord Ganesha would be listening prayers from. It’s practically impossible for a loud speaker to reach where we expect Gods reside.
You are definitely not a genius if you spend millions on your belief of fear or love in a country which is the home to the largest number of hungry people in the world? Instead of colonies competing on the beauty and size of idols, can’t they compete on the number of hungry people they feed during these festive seasons? Why can’t they follow Ranbir Kapoor’s DoCoMo mantra by keeping the entire proceedings simple and pay school fees for those who can’t afford? Why do you have to wait for someone to do a ‘Anna’ and make govt. realize something when you, yourself are capable of bringing a huge change. Why can’t we pledge 30% of donations for the upliftment of under developed societies?  
This is not the India what it used to be 25 years back. People now follow the trend of “Grow-up” & “Move-on”. We Indian are very good at it, without compromising our cultural heritage. We need to understand the simplified versions of our rituals and shift to the same without letting our culture suffer.

Saturday, September 25, 2010

A disputed piece of land - Give it to whom it belongs!

I live in a secular country, respect all religion and pay equal amount of gratitude for the warmth shared by people belonging to any other religion. I worship Lord Rama, don’t know why? May be because my parents do so! This is the same reason, why my Muslim friends preach Islam and my Christian friends preach Christianity.


For any reason, we are not ready to give up our religion and I see no reason for the same. But for many reasons we disrespect other religions. That’s due to the past incidences, unfair means adopted by political agents, for some political gains.

Whatever said and done, we are divided on the basis of religion. How would it feel being deprived of preaching your own religion, in you own, so-called, a secular country? The debate is about a place called “Ayodhaya”.

When the Muslim emperor Babar came down from Farghana in 1527, he defeated the Hindu King of Chittorgarh, Rana Sangram Singh at Fatehpur Sikri, using cannon and artillery. After this victory, Babur took over the region, leaving his general, Mir Banki, in charge as Viceroy.


Mir Banki enforced Mughal rule over the population. Mir Banki came to Ayodhya in 1528 and built the Mosque. The main reason to build the Mosque in Ayodhya was because it served as a central point of India under the Mughal Empire. Later on the Mughal Empire shifted to Delhi.


Ayodhya is revered by devout Hindus as the birthplace of ancient King of India and Hindu God Rama, believed by Hindus to be an avatar of Vishnu. Mir Baqi after building the mosque named after his master Babar.


A movement was launched in 1984 by the Vishwa Hindu Parishad (VHP party) to reclaim the site for Hindus who want to erect a temple dedicated to the infant SriRama (Ramlala), at this spot.

Knowing the history so well, why are we restraining ourselves to give up the land, to a community, which this land actually belongs to? This community doesn’t go out and kill people in the name of religion; neither has it differentiated black and white people. This community wants its holy place back. It needs a place which has similar meaning of Vatican City for Christians and Mecca for Muslims.

I don’t support the demolition of Babri Mosque. It was an unfair act which had hurt the sentiments of many people. But now, when we have a chance, why can’t we really try to offer a better deal. This can dissolve the parting line between Hindus and Muslims.

If such holy places are not distinguished, then an entire community is under threat. As I see India, from my point of view, the 80% population of Hindu will be reduced to 50% in the upcoming 20 years. Why? Poor Indians, who are in need of money, get converted to some other religion. Just because they are paid to do so. It has also been brought to notice that a group of people, belonging to certain religion (not Hindu), get married to Hindu girls and convert them once for all. The population of other religions in this country is growing three folds as compared to Hindus.

My point is not for or against any particular religion. I too want peace in my country. Let’s accept the fact and provide this land to whom it actually it belongs to.

Friday, September 17, 2010

Has the media gone nuts???

A news channel telecasted the ply of Muslims in this country stating: Is the urban educated class anti-Muslim?

Before I further express my views on this telecast, I would like to make myself very clear that I have no intentions to hurt the religious sentiments of any segment of this society.

Coming back to the point, issue was that Muslims are finding it difficult to obtain a house on rent. The news channel expressed it with a grief and seemed to be in full support.

If a house is built spending lakhs together, then it’s obviously not the choice of these private news channels or any Tom, Dick or Harry’s wish for renting it. The owner of the house is free to rent it to any person belonging to any caste, any religion and any sex. The paid media, looking for the sympathy of a particular community, to influence government’s support with this particular community, has got no rights to create hype on this matter.

Being Hindu, I too was denied a room/house for rent because of a simple reason of being non-veggie. For few, a major concern was my marital status: Single. There may be numerous reasons for not renting a house to any person. It’s obviously inappropriate to project it as a grievance of a particular community.

To be precise, if I were to rent a house, I would have definitely not allowed my tenant to bring/eat beef in my house, inspite of belonging to any religion. It hurts my religious sentiments. Secondly, if a bomb blasts in my city, I would definitely not like myself to be interrogated. Why is it always that the religious sentiments of only a particular community are our media’s concern?

It’s high time for the paid media to shut up and look out for better deals.

Friday, May 28, 2010

One of the most disastrous scenes from my novel

We left for the airport to receive her parents. Her charming beauty was at its high. As usual her smile was a pleasant one, but today I could see stars twinkling at the corner of her lips. Her eyes were saying it all.

“I am so happy Rishi, I am seeing my parents after five years. I am dying to meet them. I waited so long to see them together. Drive faster!” – Shreya Said. I was happy to see her so happy.

The basic problems with cute girls like Shreya is that they are very talkative when they are either happy or sad or angry or when they are about to have sex.

“Don’t pounce on them when you meet. You people can come back home and carry on with all your love scenes” – I said. It was difficult for me to remove my gaze from her beauty and drive.

“You guys will never understand the importance of parents especially when you start making money on your own. You need parents only to pay………….Rishiiiiiiiiiiiii!!!” BANGGG!!!

YES! It was an accident.

I preferred to look into her arresting eyes than to notice a traffic police stopping us from entering a no entry zone. He was lost from our sight very soon. I could only see his face for half a second and then he flew off my windshield. She hated seat belt as it would not allow her to come closer to me. The impact left her unconscious.

I know I am good at messing up things around but not today. She waited five long years to see her separated parents together and I left her out cold. I almost killed the poor police officer and above all what do I tell her parents now?

“She is all right” said the doctor leaving a great sigh of relief on her parent’s face and mine too. I thought, Thank God! It’s over.
“She went unconscious because of the shock and the baby is also safe” doctor added and left, gazing at me.

Her parents equally confused sharing puzzled looks with each other and me. “What baby?” they murmured. I now understood that what she meant when she told me she missed her periods last month and I ignored. My conscience screamed out loud this time, “It’s not over yet”.

The “Not yet over” thing with me is always accompanied by a phone call indicating another disastrous upcoming news. It’s a divine signal which confirms that I am screwed now. But now I didn’t get any call which meant “It’s over and things will be under control soon”.

And then my phone rang.