Tuesday, November 22, 2011

Betrayed by the "Uncommitted"

Approaching thirty and making a hundred thousand a month made Rohan feel content. Travelling and making new acquaintances was his job which fetched him this hefty money. He used to travel 06-08 hours a day to meet different people daily. Rohan was not into dating or relationships. Probably, this was one of the reasons, he had isolated himself from his family too. The zeal to make himself independent and not to continue his father’s business, brought him in this city and made him a very successful man.
Rohan loved travelling but not in this part of the city. His business meetings used to pull him here. The old buildings and crowded market made him suffocate. Traffic here, always tested his patience. Although being chauffeured all the time, he never missed any chance to complain about the way these hawkers jammed the road, the two wheelers’ rash driving, lousy pedestrians and the unruliness of auto rickshaws.
It had been a month and he was coming here daily morning to crack a deal with a pushy client. After the meeting he used to stop by for lunch at the corner of the street in a deluxe restaurant.  The table for two near the kitchen entrance was his favourite seat as it blocked the roadside view through the restaurant walls which were made of glass. Anyone would hardly come for lunch between 3.00pm to 4.00pm but it was a regular time for Rohan. He didn’t miss to see a woman daily, sitting at the other corner, with her laptop.
Today Rohan sat right in front of her and introduced himself. The response was positive. But Rohan was not trying to get into a relationship. He was not hard-wired for that at all. Perhaps he had found a lunch partner till he bags the deal with that aggressive client. She was a writer and her office was nearby. Most of her time was spent in this restaurant as she drew inspirations from the roadside view, watching new people passing by daily. Strange and unlike Rohan who was always on the move and hated people on the streets. But both had same approach towards life. None among the two wanted to carry the burden of relationship.
Soon, the nagging client became Rohan’s priority of the day and lunch with Shreya became important in the afternoon. Sometimes Rohan listened to Shreya’s script and used to offer ideas for improvement. She took those ideas seriously to improve her script. Rohan texted her, whenever he found time from his Excel sheets and Powerpoints. Shreya, sometimes late though, but would surely reply.
Three months later, after an early lunch, Rohan brought her to his apartment. On the way, Shreya pointed towards a man through the car window. He was carrying his wife on a bicycle. Both burst out laughing. By this time, they were close enough to discuss any part of the relationship. Both found a commitment free life to be happiest way of living. Although they didn’t want to get into the dedicated circle of social relationship but they couldn’t resist themselves from falling prey to the physical relationship.

It had been a week since Rohan had not met Shreya. She had told him that she would be away for fifteen days. Rohan started finding his lunch time quite difficult. After every bite, he used to lift his head to see Shreya typing on her laptop. She was not reachable on the mobile too, probably because she was in a remote area. Often Rohan checked his mobile for texts from Shreya. Nevertheless, he was very clear that he had been missing only a friend.
Rohan had cancelled all his appointments as he knew Shreya would be coming today. He had sent a text, the previous day, asking her to join him at the same restaurant for breakfast. The message wasn’t delivered. He rushed to the restaurant at 9.00am for breakfast. After two and a half hours of desperate wait, Shreya arrived. She was having the usual expressions and mood but Rohan was very excited to see her. They sat there for the entire day, talking to each other. They made fun of the women coming there with their annoying children, boyfriends convincing their girlfriends and men paying bill for a family of six.
Three happy weeks passed. Shreya had not turned up for the third day in a row. She was not replying to Rohan’s texts too. He called her up many times but there was no response. Rohan kept looking at his mobile phone for the whole night and this was enough for him to realize that this was something else. He was furious on Shreya for betraying him this way. He was stunned at his heart’s demand for so much of control on her. Although she was not committed to Rohan but he felt being betrayed. Suddenly, all the money, power and position seemed useless for him without Shreya. He never valued any relationship, even with his parents but now this relationship meant everything for him. He was now able to understand the pain his parents would have gone through when he chose to not to be in touch with them.
Rohan went to Shreya’s office and found that she had not come to office as well. A colleague gave Shreya’s address and Rohan rushed. He had mixed feelings of being in love, worried and angry. He was unsure of which one would vent out first. While on his way to Shreya’s house, he was also thinking about his mother. Rohan made a promise to himself that he would call her after meeting Shreya and would talk endlessly.
Driver stopped outside her house. The nameplate on the door had some guy’s name. Rohan thought it to be of her father’s. He started collecting his breathe before ringing the bell. Finally, he pressed the switch with his trembling index finger. The door opened and Shreya was standing right in front of him.


Rohan’s smile faded as he saw Shreya looking at him in deep shock. Both stood looking at each other for a moment. A kid came out of the house calling for his mom and grabbed Shreya’s hand. A deep and husky voice came from inside enquiring about the guest at the door. Shreya replied hastily that someone had come looking for an address and then closed the door on Rohan.
Rohan stood there for a few seconds and returned back to his car. A tear rolled down his cheek as he dialled his mother’s number.

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